
Text heavy, and with an embarrassing reliance on CAPITAL LETTERS and then some... The second installment of
The Melody Haunts My Reverie appeared in a small print run in early 1989 with copies run off on the Art school copier whilst I was meant to be working towards my final degree show. I have only briefly looked at the pages of this. Oddly enough there is still a lot of pain involved in reading these pages - mostly now pain at the fact I could have been so mean and unforgiving to people who deserved a lot better.
Interestingly, a few of the people in the ‘thanks’ list have recently come back into contact after twenty years. Others, like the Allens (Rodney and Beverley) are seemingly sadly irretrievably lost to the mists of time.
I tried to use a nifty ‘fold out’ centre pages technique in this ‘zine. It made for a nightmare on the collation and stapling front, which maybe explained why I didn’t make too many copies. Nothing to do with the fact that nobody wanted to read it. Oh no, of course not. Interestingly, I think my passing mention of the Manic Street Preachers on those fold out pages (29 - 32 in the PDF) may be one of the first printed mentions of the group. Not that anyone noticed or cared.
I’m particularly drawn to ‘The Dance’, a piece inspired by reading Philip Larkin. I had in my mind the misplaced notion of being a poet at the time. Still, that unfinished Larkin piece still moves me enormously, as does my own piece for different reasons. For a year later the character my narrator is having the conversation with in the pub would be dead in a car crash.
Note also the references to Peter Benson’s incomparably brilliant novel
The Levels at the end of this fanzine. And you want connections? There is a line of praise for
The Levels from Jane Gardam on the frontispiece for my paperback copy. And of course you did manage to spot the Jane Gardam references in the scrappy
Delight In The New Wonderland, didn't you?
And yes, yes of course my love affair with The Levels was a major player in my wanting to live in the South West.
The Melody Haunts My Reverie issue 2 - PDF